“This was written 2018, I thought of updating it after my Egos death and “awakening” experience in 2023 but the only thing that would be suitable to replace all the opinions and beliefs I wrongly identified with back then would be to leave this page blank or write “nobody yet everything” so I thought it’s a better idea to leave it untouched to document my personal growth and my spiritual Journey.
Funny how I thought something very transit and changeable could be my core essence. Beliefs are bad substitute to experience is a true statement.”
“These were the words of an atheist materialist who truly was trying to know thyself and find alignment and integration among all her beautiful dark aspects, her ambivalence, and her Incongruities, setting with her shadows and loving all her darkness, making the unconscious conscious and seeking wholeness, not holiness although she hasn’t read a single spiritual or eastern philosophy word in her entire life, and looked down on such things.
AND that’s exactly what she received, not through intellectual and mental learning but through a profound, undeniable, direct experience.
We are NOT one, because oneness implies that there are two. We’re NOT two. It’s just this beautiful dance of contrast. Enjoy the game, my friends because that’s all it is. Here and NOW for infinity. You have won the lottery. Peace”
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MY CORE ESSENCE
“Don’t you ever tame your demons, but always keep them on a leash”
Hello lovers, my name is Jasmine. A passionate, outgoing, and sensual woman who possesses a mixture of magnetic appeal combined with a charismatic personality. You will find me a rare, special blend of exotic beauty and sensuality.
A little about me...
I am a former professional belly dancer who has performed in Dubai, Bucharest, and Beirut. A free-spirit and world traveler with a passion for culture, art, and music. I also enjoy writing and hold two degrees in Psychology and Art. A deep thinker who is more proud of her substance and her undeniable logic than her wardrobe. An intellectual, sharp-witted, articulate, with a sassy personality and a sarcastic sense of humor that can turn to a deadpan banter pretty fast if you’re the type who gets my sick twisted jokes (can’t help it, I picked up all my English from stand up comedies, blame it on Comedy Central)
I am an adventurer and I love meeting genuine people. I believe in treating people with dignity and respect and I expect the same from the gentlemen I see. When we meet, you will find a genuine, ultra feminine woman who is very flirty with a down to earth charm. People always describe me as thought-provoking and intriguing. Long time ago, I used to get sad when people tell me how unique and an how interesting I am I am because all I could hear in my head was “you’re weird” and all I could think about was “ Unique is not understandable and lonely” but now I know for sure that people genuinely mean that as a complement and I don’t feel as the panda at the zoo anymore:). I understand that I hold a lot of what may seem as “contradictions” but I also know now that ambivalence and existential dilemmas are a huge part of what makes us human, and I’ve definitely learned to make peace between my left and right brain or what spiritual people call “the yin and yang”, and got rid of what’s left of cognitive dissonance by going vegan (I don't judge individuals). I’m always happy when I keep the balance between these two who live inside me, the nihilistic yet idealist and altruistic monk with his loud and complex inner thoughts and his “annoying” intellectual integrity and the pragmatic extravagant minx with her huge lust for life. I’ve also realized that this’s what make my personality multileveled or the “whole package” as my friends love to call it. I grew to embrace my dark side and I share it hedonistically with few lucky ones.
Although for some reason, I am a magnet to sapiosexuals who seek challenging and stimulating conversation and find brainstorming with somebody who’s well-Philosophized and practice critical thinking for a change yet look like a supermodel a sort of aphrodisiac, I still love to club wildly and I’m always the life of the party (I GoGo danced for one hot summer when I was 19). I also love to explore dungeons, nude beaches and swingers clubs.
My interests are so specific and geeky but thankfully, doesn’t include any stranger guy name who happened to be some sorta famous fashion designer. Evolutionary psychology, biohacking, moral philosophy (yeah, you read it right, no irony there lol), and neuroscience are my idea of fun ( I told you I am weird:) I’m also an empath and an HSP (highly sensitive person), it’s not something metaphysical or airy fairy, it’s a scannable trait that being found in 20% of the populations and in animals too, it’s a result of an overactive nervous system that makes me notice subtlety, energy change, and body language. This trait makes me very intuitive, good judge of characters, and very sensitive to others’ feeling and needs. You can say that I don’t need hints, I read between the lines and I hear what you didn’t say.
My companionship is well-suited for distinguished, mature clientele who prefer confidentiality and privacy. If you are a gentleman who prefers Quality over quantity, then I am for you.
Please feel free to peruse through the rest of my website for more sexy pics and direct links to my reviews. All the information you will need to schedule our rendezvous can be found here.
Until we meet, ~ Jasmine
